Limbo Land

It's weird to be in this place of "Limbo Land" - it's the place in between IF treatments - where you really don't know where you're going next.....you only know where you've been. Treatment or thinking of a plan is never far from my mind. But we are not in a position to do anything about it, so I'm trying to let it go for now. Some days are easier than others. Some moments are easier than others. But after a LONG weekend of family, babies and children......today is hard.